“ Personal transformation can and does have global effects. As we go, so goes the world, for the world is us. The revolution that will save the world is ultimately a personal one. “ ~
Marianne Williamson
Burnt out.
The mythical phoenix animal totem is the keeper of the fire in all of creation. It represents transformation, death, and rebirth in its fire. As a powerful spiritual totem, the phoenix is the ultimate symbol of strength and renewal.
“You become Parisian…”
At Shakespeare’s &co. Café in Saint Michel.
Paris 2014 Père Lachaise.
Paris 2019.
Biggest Cheminee in Hotel S***.
Dark Phoenix quotes: “I am fire and life incarnate.” Joke, at the time of my burn out, I am working in a renowned european tourist destination where the hotel’s main attraction is a cheminee, the second larger in Europe.
At the time, I enjoyed this kind of video while knitting, in 2015. Crocheting helped me with keeping focused (and front brain’s part takes over memory and hippocampus, so that you are not overthinking, nor flashbacks). First, I tried my first time ever blanket in colored wools, and second, and third… attic24 is still my reference ( she is a selfless british lady ).
The Voice France 2015.
This song still makes me cry a river, she is a cutie and helped me with crossing over this time of dark and twilight. She is not related to Phoenix but look at her dress and stage scenery.
Conchita Wurst wins Eurofestival 2014
“Rise Like a Poenix”
Paris, 2015-17
“No longer I am the woman you knew”.
before 
14th november 2015 
after
My Smile told me that I was Unstoppable.
Strenght and Balance.
Oh no, not I, I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
And I’ve got all my love to give and I’ll survive
I’m a survivor
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